twinkle away...

jauh mindaku melayang,

terkenangkan dirimu sayang,

kau pergi ku sendiri,

kini kau kembali

terpaku melihat wajahmu,

wajahmu melodrama hatiku,

kau putuskan tuk pergi dulu,

terganggu siaran radioku

ku tepis melodi hatiku,

yang hadir setiap waktu,

ku benci ilusi darimu,

kau diam membisu

jangan biarkan ku sendiri lagi,

oh kasih dengarlah rayuan ku ini,

kasihku terhadap dirimu kasihku,

bintang bintang di angkasa

huuu..huuu..huuu..

huuu..huuu..huuu..

huuu..huuu..huuu..

huuu..huuu..huuu..

tidakkah kau tahu,

isi hatiku,

usahlah tinggalkan aku,

seperti dahulu

jangan biarkan ku sendiri lagi.

oh kasih dengarlah rayuan ku ini,

kasihku terhadap dirimu kasihku,

twinkle twinkle away..

twinkle away..

twinkle away..

twinkle away..

twinkle away..

twinkle away..

twinkle away..

twinkle twinkle away...

- brainstewz

dlm bhs inggeris aku brmadah songsang...

suddenly i feel fcuking down, i don't know why but maybe because the clown.

tonight, i should go around the town, but my right leg always goes down.

i feel lost, always i don't have my lucky own.
yeaah, that's right because all this caused by my operation wound.

suddenly i feel fcuking frust, maybe i should not find anybody to put my trust,

or i also should not find another trash, so that they cant put me on crash,

ohhhh, i always to find perfectness but it is also always end useless,

so why i still go on this? while i never have a chance to get all this,

i must to think now, all fate are decide that i have to know...

(ak pn xtau ape y aku mngarut.. ha3!)

ku masih brjage...

jam tepat pkul 3:52 pgi... ak msh lg brjage... smbil jari jmari sdg asyik landing di atas keyboard laptop asus ku.. ttbe ak tringat pd ssorg.. ssorag y tlah ak tmui di hospital serdang spnjag tmpoh ak dtahan di ward.. ak trlihat pmpuan ni smsa die sdg prktikal di ward ak.. dlm rmai2 nurse y ade kt stu, ak trpgun pndg sorag nurse ni... nk kate tggi xla, bdn die kcik jew.. pndek, kontot lak tu (grau aje).. ak ske tgok die.. muke bersih jew... kate orang cam muke org beriman la.. mne xnye, minah ni mmg putih pn.. 1 lg, die ni pkai crmin mata, brtmbah la air muke nye innocent gtu...

"gudlark ea" sapanya kpd ak... waahhh, brani lak die mnyapa ak.. ktil ku dtolak ke sbuah blik khas utk ak mnjalani pper final exam ak dhospital... mkin brsmgt ak jwb pper exam ak.. nurse y ak ske tgok tu wish kt aku kot.. pduli ape org nk ckp pew.. mmg ak ske tgok die.. biar la org ckp ak ni miang kew, gler sex kew, da ak slesa pndg die.. lantaklah... jnji die leh jd "ubat than boring" ak kt hospital tu... hahahaa..

bapak ahh, tiap2 pgi ak tggu die dtg jew kt blik ward ak utk lakukan tugas2 nurse cm tukar sarung tilam, bntal dan bju sluar psakit... demn, die dtg ngn pkaian putih, muke putih dan brcermin mata... walawweiiii skenye ak!! hahahaa... tp rlex2... cntrol la beb.. wlau xhnsem kna gk cntrol nnt org kate ak ni xsdar dri lak, xcermin dri sdri laa.. ak cool jew.. nk tgur goyang gk douhh... die slalu dtg scra brkmpulan.. mau goyang ak nk tgur die dpn2... ak try ushar nme kt tag nme die... GOTCHA!! ak da tau nme nye... hahahaa..

smntara ayah ak, duk asyik lyn sorang nurse prktikal ni, nurse ni dak machang sbb tu ayah ak cm senang nk borak ngn die.. dak tu pn frenly.. da ayah ak duk tgur2, ak pn join skali... tgur, borak2 kosong kalo die dtg shift jga ward ak.. effabella nme dak machang tu... ak nmpk die cm ok, shari sblom kuar ward, ak sempat mntak no hp bella ni... sj jew, nk simpan mne tau nnt ade jdoh jmpe kt klntn lak.. sbb tu ak amik.. pd wktu sme, ak rse cm da ptus asa kot.. ak da xsmpat nk usyar awek y ak ske skodeng ni.. nk tgur?? nk dptkn no hp?? smuanya cm sia2 douhh... ak kata dlm ati ak, kalo de rzeki, tuhan akn bri ak pluag utk jmpe nurse tu blik.. so 5 may 2011, ak kuar hospital serdang...

2,3 lpas ak kuar, dlm msa sme ak smpat msj2 bella ni... nth cmne ak trgerak ati nk tnye si bella ni adkah die knl nurse y ak skodeng tiap2 ari, bella ckp die knal! waaaahhh!!! tuhan da bg hint kt ak... hahahaa... tnpa brlengah ak ckp kt bella y ak nk knal die then alang2 mntak no hp skali.. bella jnji nk tlog ak.. hepi douhh!!!

bella msj ak gto xde lg respon dr nurse tu... demnn.. jiwa ttbe rse brgelora beb... nrvous sial.. yea la. bg ak nurse tu cute, myb da de balak.. xpn rmai admirer, no wonder kalo die jual mahal sbb die ade market kan? so ak ckp kt bella, take time.. ak xksh sbrapa lma tggu, jnji ade kptusan positif dr dak tu... ak tggu 2,3 ari gk lmenye, msh xde respon dr bella... aku hmpir ptus asa kottt... ak msh brpikiran positif, its ok, gve her time... ak trus mnunggu...

(to be continued babeh, ak da ngntok gler2 ni... hahahaa.. see soon)